Lately I Don't Feel Like Writing Again

I don’t feel like doing anything, and I’m not going to look for excuses. There is plenty of time in a day, yet I keep putting things off. It feels as if I’m following a fixed program. For instance, I really don’t like facing idle time. Whenever I have nothing to do, I open a game or social media or something like that. I don’t particularly want to play, or to look at anything. It’s only to kill time.

This isn’t the first time I’ve realized this. But as I said before, the key question is how I can keep up a new state of myself and make it last.

Today I’m not going to analyze anything or make any resolutions. I already understand, so I just need to act right away. There’s another reason I don’t feel like writing: I always feel that what I write is terrible, or that it can’t say what I mean. Let me put all that behind me. At least five minutes a day is still a must. Even writing about what I ate or what I watched is fine ^^

Today I changed some settings on the website and finished watching two anime, which I found really interesting. This kind of life is quite nice. Mm. Tomorrow I’ll write out some of my thoughts about scarcity. I’ve been thinking about it yesterday and today and left a few fragments of writing. Let me flesh them out.