Schopenhauer Said Life Is Like a Pendulum

Swinging back and forth between boredom and pain. So happiness is only a temporary negation of pain. It was thinking of a pendulum that brought the line back to me, high one moment and low the next. Pain and boredom — perhaps because nothing matters, neither of them matters either.

Really I don’t want to speak at all the sentence I have just said I want the next moment to have never happened the thing I did a second ago the next second I don’t want to do because nothing matters

Everything is fine like this that’s enough I don’t want a position of my own either I don’t want a self either I don’t want to do anything I don’t want to give my opinion either I think it’s quite fine I don’t want thoughts of my own at all I don’t want any action that comes out of this person at all I am not me at least not the me of all that acting how is one to define me I have many sides